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just a few hour till my birthday .HAHA .just another boring birthday every year and this year i celebrate my birthday alone without my parents ,sister ,friends and most of all ,boyfriend .huh ! i dont care if i dont get any wishes from anyone even you .you know why i dont trust anyone except my parents and you know why its because someday you all will stab me from the back and leave me suffer in this pain all alone .i thought you're the one who is gonna make me laugh today till tomorrow but i was wrong .oke ,this is the deal i just pretend that 'thing' never happend today and im just gonna keep you happy and i would never ever hurt you*eventhough all the thing you do is hurting me a lot .have fun with her .you ,i love you with all my heart but do you ?

mama ,besok ain nangis jgn ketawe kn ain ea*nak nangis dh nie ! ma ,duit skit sgt bagi .HAHAHA .kalau ain cakap nnt ain rindu mama ,org lain ketawa kn ain tak ? ain malu lah ma nk ckap bende tu semua .mama yg dulu ketawe kn ain bile ckp mcm tu .lepas tu mama nk cakap ain yg keras hati .pegiii daa .gua hati sentimental ,cool jea tp bile dh masuk bilik .meraung mengalah kn mcm org mati laki jea .esok last jumpe humaira :'( nnt sape nk gigit maira ? sape nk sebat maira ? sape nk buad maira nangis ? sebulan tau i tak jumpe maira .elakkan aku yg ye ye nangis sorang sorang sebulan nnt .HAHA .baba ,jgn cite lah ea .hari tu dh lah nk bgurau senda dgn aku .ape mimpi agak nye bapak aku tu tetibe berbaik dgn aku plak .lepas nie sebulan baba xmembebel kt ain lg .YESSS ! that i like :) and most of all im gonna miss you guys .

friends ? what is that ? i think its some kind of a spesies .HAHA .kidding .cuti nie aku nk ngelak kn diri keluar selalu .tapi dh lebih 5 org ajak aku keluar bulan depan .mcm mana nie ? hee .aku bole keluar dgn kawan tapi tak bole selalu and mcm dulu lah .



pelik pelik .semalam aku mimpi 'dea' and dalam mimpi tu 'dea' couple dgn A .grrr .aku nangis tau tak dalam tidur .bangun bangun air mata meleleh kn .HAHA .bodoe ! but sumpah aku tak tipu .aku rase mcm nk tumbuk jea muke betine tu kalau jumpe dea .tapi tu semua mimpi .tapi kalau betul mmg aku tumbuk muke dea ,picit tetek dea sampai lunyai and tendang perut dea sampai gugur anak dalam perot dea tu ! puas hati aku .HAHA .walaupun semua tu mimpi tapi it mean i lot to me .but deep in my heart somehow i just cant forget about him .i dont know why .'dea' for god sake .please get out from my mind ! i cant forget about you .please !