Goodbye talentless bij

Assalamualaikum,


Is it a good thing to let go ? Tahun ni rasa mcm byk betul benda aku let go. My mom always ask me, knpe mesti hidup kau perlu berjantan je ?  Well, here is the reason ma..
I dont have lots of friends ma. kenalan ramai. kawan tu, bole kire dgn tgn and mgkin mentality aku kalau ber-boyfriend. apa/2 bole cite kt dia an. kalau nk cite kt family pn, every aspect that I've done is a sin. 

Last week, I went to an audition. Well, I tried and skrg aku tau lah tahap mana suara aku kn. I'm waiting for this opportunity for a long time. Dia kata akan call nnt, finger cross lah kn. At least aku dpt nyanyi dpn org ramai. (its a wishlist that I really want to try in my entire life). My parents we'rent really supportive about this. Haha they never been supportive with anything that I loved to do. Well lucky me, my boyfriend too disagree with me singing. I just cant believe that he could'nt give me the support for the thing that I really love. I'm not that talented. I just love to sing. My parents, my mom never been proud with this and she take it as joke. I dont blame my parent for my low confident in everything but I been growing up with people that always doubt for what I've done. 

Im afraid to approach people, Im afraid to speak in public, Im afraid to do the things I love. 

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