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 finally i have a mood to update my blog now.seriously i really feel down lately maybe because i miss him.the story started when he left me,i felt that all guys in this world are useless.i cried every single day,i cant sleep and i always hurt myself just to forget him.i dont really care what people say about my eyes and all the scar at my hand and legs,i just dont and i will never forget our memories together.i just cant ! every night i wish that he could be mine again but all the wishes that i made is just a dream that will never came true but i dont need him now,i just need youu♥ and my friends to shine my everyday :) and now i always wish that youu♥ never leave me just like he does but im still afraid to really really love youu♥ not that i dont love youu♥,i just believe that someday youu♥ too are gonna leave me :(