i just cant take it anymore

maybe its true that we should'nt be in this relationship anymore.you just cant understand any of my feeling.sumpah aku dh tak tau nk buad apa lg,aku mmg dh tak bole nk pujuk kau mcm dulu lg.aku mmg tak suka mengungkit but kenapa bile aku buad salah sikit jea kau dh melenting gile gile sampai kau benci aku ? kau ada tanye aku dulu laki tu sapa ? kenapa laki tu panggil bby semua ? apa relation aku dgn dea ? ada pernah kau tanye ? aku paling tak suka mengungkit but selama kita couple apa yg kau buad aku diam kan jea,walaupun benda tu mmg buad aku kecewa gile kat kau.aku sikit pun tak pernah bagitau kau kn ? bukan sekali tau.setiap kali kau buad aku mcm tu.aku just diam and nangis tapi ada kau kesah.you just care about your feeling's right ? i always hurt you.you always be the good one in our relationship.i just cant express my feeling in words im not good at it but sumpah aku cakap tu bukan boyfriend aku,aku biar kn dea panggil aku bby sbb dea ex aku but ade aku panggil dea b balik ke semua ? aku cuma layan kn jea*i think you've been in this situation before and fyi, i dont have any feeling at him.we are just close friend and i dont love my EX more than friend.seriously,sometimes i dont know that you love me or just prentending to playing a roll as a boyfriend.either its true or not,it has to stop now.we are not meant to be together.im tired to begged for you're sincere to give me another chance to being you're girlfriend again.im not that strong to handle all of this all by myself and my thought was right that you are really gonna leave me someday and that day was today.i always love you but it has to stop now .